Please release me
From this prison
I can’t take much more pain.
Please release me
From this prison
Or at least
Turn your head as I go insane.
These are posting of my writings throughout the years, ranging from 1995-Present. For the most part they consist of poetry, but I hope to post some free writing and short stories soon.
Please release me
From this prison
I can’t take much more pain.
Please release me
From this prison
Or at least
Turn your head as I go insane.
You were so depressed
You could have killed yourself
But you could not
Convince yourself to swallow those pills
So much guilt
Unforgiving memories
Intoxicated nights
And cheap thrills
Too many times
You told yourself
This will never happen again
You’ve lied to yourself
For the last time
And now you want
It all to come to an end
Now you sit
In the corner of your room
Soaked
In your own tears
Thinking of all
The people you’ll miss
And even those innocent times
Throughout your limited years
You’re so depressed
You could kill yourself
No one
Can save you now
All you wanted
Was to forgive
Yourself
But you never knew how
She was a cutter
The blood helped numb her pain
She was a cutter
Her best friend was a blade
When the pressure became too much
She always knew which way to go
The only times the voices were silenced
Is when her blood flowed
She was a cutter
Her self esteem so low
She was a cutter
Now she can’t control the flow
This time it was too deep
Her eyes slowly roll towards the sky
She was a cutter
But never intended to die
I can see the life leave your eyes
As my lips leave yours
Unspeakable horrors taking place
Behind these closed doors
It was my smile that brought you happiness
And it will be what brings you death
Basking in sweet ecstasy
As you breathe your last breath
The times we shared
Pale in comparison to this moment right here
I become more and more enthralled
As your death draws near
I suck your blood off of my fingertips
Its sweet taste goes down with ease
It’s amazing, even after your death
You still know how to please
You gasping for your last breath is music to my ears
This sweet sound brings tears to my eyes
Who knew I’d get such satisfaction
From a strangers demise
We’ve never met before now
I welcome the fact that it will be our last
I must thank you for this performance
My, how your blood is leaving your body fast
I notice you’re becoming quite pale
The sign of another job well done
If it makes you feel any better
You weren’t the only one