Did anyone know?

You were so depressed

You could have killed yourself

But you could not

Convince yourself to swallow those pills

So much guilt

Unforgiving memories

Intoxicated nights

And cheap thrills

Too many times

You told yourself

This will never happen again

You’ve lied to yourself

For the last time

And now you want

It all to come to an end

Now you sit

In the corner of your room

Soaked

In your own tears

Thinking of all

The people you’ll miss

And even those innocent times

Throughout your limited years

You’re so depressed

You could kill yourself

No one

Can save you now

All you wanted

Was to forgive

Yourself

But you never knew how